I’m blue and you are black as you like

A black hole
A lost soul
No one really knows

There are days
That no one knows
That are days
That I close my eyes
And I lose my mind
And for one moment
I feel all the sadness inside

The thought of you
It makes me blue
And all I would want
Is to be with you
Even though,
I need my solitude

My tears drop down in the lane
Like water in a rainy day
Pay attention in this
I’m way too vain
I’m way too proud
To make you see
Anything from me
Like a missed call

You don’t have a clue
But just because
I turn my back my on you
Doesn’t mean I wasn’t feeling blue
Doesn’t mean that I was not in pain
You should have seen my face
When I walked way

I cried my heart out
And prayed for you to go away
As fast as a lightining
In a stormy day
I would never admit
A moment like this to be seen
I am, also,
Indeed,
I’m Way too vain
I’m Way too proud
To admit that I even, have any flaw

For a moment
I really thought
You wouldn’t never gone quiet
even absent,
I never thought that you would walk away,
I really thought
That you were going to stay
Actually, untill today
It hurts to say
Bubbye
See you

It hurts deep down in my soul to say
Bubbye have a nice day
Be good
Be brave
Be cool
Bubye have a sunshine day

Just make sure please
Once you make you’re way to leave
Don’t reappear
Don’t even think
Don’t be insensitive
Don’t even consider
Don’t be naïve
Just remember
These thoughts go away with a blink

I thought we were having fun
Drinking our drinks with rum
And then suddenly you got vain
And made me feel pain
You just made me drain
Out of all of my strength

I must say
In that day
I felt pain
And you,
Well,
You were vain

Now
I just pray
For the rain take my pain away
In the end
I’m still, well,
Yes I’m blue
and you are probably
still black
as you like.

I’m glad to have been educated by YOUS

When you think about learning
You think about school
You think about annoying teachers
Explaining the (boring) rules

But life is all about surprises
When you come across
Something new
You learn that
Every day you
You learn something new
You meet Someone cool

At school
You learn that
Not everyone
Treats you like a dumb fool

At school
You also learn that, there are different people
You learn that people are indeed, different
You learn that, there are different accents
You learn that, there are different speeches
You learn that human beings are in fact, crazy type of specie

At school Sometimes,
Even though the teacher stands right in front of you
The teacher everyday gets to learn something from you
The teacher also learn something about you
And learning become something chill
It’s all about exchanging
It’s all about engaging

Watching films
Watching sitcoms
Playing music’s
Or just chit chatting
Learning becomes sharing
Behaving like F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
Or Being a member of a MODERN FAMILY
Or just chilling out playing BOARD GAMES
No matter how the class was done
I was always about having fun

Even when we just have to fill out the blanks
Out of the forms
Even if I was looking and looked bored
I wasn’t at all
I was just trying to absorb it

So here’s it my share
Here’s my poem for YOUS
That had had the time and the will
To teach me something new

Just so you know
I have grown
I also have improved
And the most important thing out of it
Is that I have REALLY leant something
From YOUS
Something about YOUS

And here’s a poem for YOUS
I’m thankful
I’m grateful
I’m glad to have been educated by YOUS

I wrote you a poem, while you were “shopping” online for another girl

I may not have the right color of hair
Or be the “right musical choice”
But I have the biggest heart
And honest feelings
That you might have possibly feel it

You made me smile
You made me sighed
But you also made me cry

You are stubborn
You are a devil
You have an angels smile
You have a wicked sense of humor
But you know what
You are also one of the most beautiful creatures I’ve ever seen
You want to know something; you were perfect to me

When I first met you
Ages ago
I couldn’t take my eyes off of you
When I finally could go out with you
You had me after hello

You might not even have a clue
But you behave like a pop star dude
You are so vain, so shallow and futile
That the most important thing for you
is to bound with someone
with similar taste and known features
than rather connect with someone
decent with honest feelings
While you were anxious abut the future
I was trying to settle down in the present
And burying the past
‘Till an extension that no one would remember

I know that we are and were so different
And I’m far from perfect
But one thing you should know
And it’s true
I really adored you

And after all
It didn’t work out
You gone quiet
So it was time to say good bye
But it was not easy to say hello
And it was even harder to see you go

All my friends had told me
All you need is to go out
And find yourself someone who talks and speaks out
Coz this one is way to introverted and weird
Which it only shows
How difficult and complicated you can be

The ironic thing is that
While you were “away”
Even when I was with you
There were guys staring at me
There were guys were asking me on a date
There were guys were asking for my phone
And all I answered was NO

While you were online
SHOPPING for girls
I was trying to stay quiet at home
Writing you a poem

I’m sorry in case you don’t know
I’m always flirted it off
It’s Not exactly my fault
That others see and like
What you don’t even know you GOT

So if you think these girls are right
Its fine
If you think they are wrong
Well now I’m gone
And you have a poem
To show to your online girls
How you really IS

Oh yeah and certainly now
That I’m out of your way
That I’m not a pain in your ass
You have all the time you want and need to eat as much ASIAN RICE you need

 

Blasé

Ser fria
Ser apática
Ser gelada
Ser certa
Ser errada
Ser assim
Ser assado
Desmemoriado
Depravado
SER
SER HUMANO

Humanos sentem
Humanos pensam
Humanos amam
Humanos odeiam
Humanos falam
Humanos calam
Humanos

Alguns dão vazão a emoção
Outros preocupam o coração
Alguns balançam
Outros mexem com a razão
Alguns são discretos
Outros levam á ilusão

Mesmo o mais blasé
Sabe que alguns sentimentos, sensações e explicações
Concernem apenas ao coração
Há alguns que tiram as forças
Há outras que desafiam o equilíbrio
Há outras que fazem crescer muralhas

O humano chorou quando feliz
O humano sorriu quando feliz
O humano chorou quando
Não conseguiu resposta
Não conseguiu atenção
Não conseguiu uma emoção

É difícil colocar em palavras
o que o coração sente
Só quem tem a mente de um amante
Sabe
Como é forte
Uma paixão ardente
Como esta emoção
Tem força
É potente
É irresistível
Mas resistente
E algumas vezes indiferente

Ser humano
Perceba
É bom sentir carinho
Quando o coração sente um vazio
É bom ter companhia
Aproveita e se aninha
Mesmo o mais indiferente
Também sente!

Devil Wouldn’t Recognize You

Não espere nada além da minha compreensão
Não espere que eu vá perder minha razão
Não espere que eu viva uma ilusão
Têm coisas que são além as coisas que sinto no coração

Não me julgue
Olhe além
Olhe perceba
Veja sinta
Reconheça
As pessoas são mais do que os olhos podem enxergar
Do que a visão pode alcançar

Há coisas que não há como explicar
Há sentimentos que nutrem por um olhar
Há outros pelo tocar
E outros pelo julgar

Alguns vivem da exposição
Precisam de interação
Outros precisam de solidão
E vivem na introspecção

Nem tudo é o que parece
Não existe perfeição
Há coisas que simplesmente não possuem explicação

Todos nós lidamos com algum demônio
Todos nós temos algum problema
Todos nós temos medos
Todos nós temos alguma angustia
Todos nós temos alguma paúra
Todos nós temos algum temor
Todos nós temos alguma insegurança
Todos nós temos defeitos
Todos nós somos diferentes
Temos algum tipo de sentimento
Que se expressam pelo AR
Ninguém está aqui para julgar

Não espere nada além da minha compreensão
Por que há coisas que estão além da nossa visão
Há coisas feitas apenas para o coração
E coisas que só se sentem com alta percepção

Tenha gratidão
Tudo na vida e uma lição
Não viva uma ilusão
Tenha emoção
Obrigada por esta bênção
E por outras que virão.

 

 

Caminhos do mundo

Um mundo
O mundo
A vida
O Caminho obtuso
Rabiscos confusos
Linhas sinuosas
Ruas sem saída
Um imagem a ser vista
Ranhuras na vida

O problema do preconceito
Do pré julgamento
E que ao julgar sem saber ao certo,
por completo
todos os fatos

Você desconhece a realidade
Você cria expectativas
Você descarta uma vida
É mesquinho e egoísta
Por pura vaidade e hipocrisia

De qualquer maneira
Qualquer  que seja o pensamento
Não deixe de pensar
Não deixe de refletir
Não deixe de existir

Erre
Acerte
Desculpe-se
Envolva-se
Não pare
Evolua

 

 

O universo: o turbilhão, coração e a emoção

 

Uma pessoa

Um amor

O universo

O resplendor

A pessoa quer amar

Quer ter alguém ao lado para abraçar.

 

Alguém sem carinho.

sem sorriso

um ombro amigo

sem alguem duvidar

sem questionar

apontar defeitos

desapontar

 
Amar é ir a lua e voltar

ir ao inferno e implorar para voltar .

Amar é humano e vivo

sentimento é fogo e lindo

Tem idas, vindas e voltas

 

Ué?

Cadê voce sumiu

Não apareceu

subiu

desceu

um turbilhão de “emoção”

abalou meu coração

Abriu minha visão

E meu deu a ilusão

De uma nova paixão.

 

Apareceu de mansinho.

fala baixinho

dá carinho

quero ouvir

quero escutar.

quero sentir

quero amar

sem querer

sem saber

me fez sorrir

mais uma vez